#i watched the dumpster battle movie and oh my god

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sooooo… when are we getting sakusa kiyoomi in the haikyuu season 4 animation style

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watched the haikyu movie thinking it was going to be normal but unfortunately i came out battered bruised bleeding and 5 years younger, back in 2019 watching haikyu on my couch and trying to get my sister hooked on it

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i love u nekoma & karasuno i love you SO MUCH

[yorozoha]

Okay so I just got back from watching the dumpster battle and OH MY GOD I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY (this review includes spoilers) and I will begin with the negatives first:

THEY DIDN'T ANIMATE NEKOMATA AND UKAI'S BACKSTORY I HATE IT HERE AND WHAT ABOUT KUROO'S SERVICE ACE?! WHERE IS IT??? TANAKA'S FIRST SERVICE ACE TOO AND NISHINOYA'S ICONIC LEG RECEIVE WHY DID THEY CUT IT UGHHH😭😭😭😭 I wish we had more Akaashi and Bokuto, Goshiki and Tendou scenes were also too short and THEY DIDN'T ANIMATE THE KUROO AND BOKUTO HUG I WAS ROBBED IM SO PISSED AND DISAPPOINTED THEY CUT KUROO AND KENMA'S BACK STORY SO SHORT AND THE TSUKISHIMA YAMAGUCHI HIGH FIVE DESERVES BETTER and in the end during kageyama and Kenma's conversation they didn't include Kuroo's dialogue IT MADE ME SO FUCKING MADDDDD THE MOVIE WAS LITERALLY SO FAST PACED UNLIKE THE MANGA WHICH WAS SO DETAILED I NEED THIS MATCH TO HAVE THE SHIRATORIZAWA TREATMENT THEY NEED TO DO JUSTICE TO THIS‼️ PRODUCTION IG BETTER PULL A MUGEN TRAIN AND RELEASE A SEASON 5 OR ELSE🗡️🗡️🗡️🗡️

Okay now the postives:

THE ANIMATION?! THE ARTSTYLE?! IT WAS SO PERFECT OMGGGG LIKE their movements were so fluid and THE VOICE ACTING?! They ATE with all the screams, they had me screaming too and the last rally in Kenma's pov was cinematography at its PEAK and the soundtrack made me BAWL MY EYES OUT and I also loved how they added some stuff like Hinata's text to Kenma and that cute flashback of Kuroo giving Kenma his hand, I also loved the Hinata's jump scene IT WAS SO FUCKING ICONIC OMGGGG and don't even get me started on how AMAZING Kuroo Tetsurou is as a captain and the bond between the characters was shown really well 🥹

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Peter Tries To Hide Sickness/Injury Masterlist

All Hands On Deck (ao3) - inkinmyheartandonthepage G, 1k

Summary: Tony cursed, cutting FRIDAY off. He had forgotten. How could he have forgotten that Peter had been injured yesterday. He should have benched his kid as soon as he saw him. Peter never should have been fighting.

Or

Peter is injured and the Avengers forget as they are called out for another mission not even 24 hours after the first.

Anywhere but Here (ao3) - occasionalspiderfiction (SemiRetiredAuthor), sickficlurker (SemiRetiredAuthor) T, 2k

Summary: Peter gets hurt in a mission and can't bring himself to duck out of the debriefing afterward.

I kinda sorta got stabbed. (ao3) - peter_parkr T, 3k

Summary: This left Peter alone in a dark alley of Queens past midnight on a school night with a severe stab wound bleeding freely into his cupped hand. He stumbled backward and landed on his ass, leaning against a dumpster.

"Fucking idiot" Peter mumbled. Guy could’ve walked away with spider-man’s identity but instead he got $12 and an empty Dunkin’ Donuts gift card.

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Or: Peter gets stabbed in a fight and refuses to call Tony but ends up bleeding on his doorstep anyways.

it's hard to be here when I feel like an open wound (ao3) - canon irondad (tomlinsoul) T, 3k

Summary: When Peter falls down the stairs one morning he decides not to tell anyone, his insecurities about not being enough winning out. Too bad insecurities don't matter when they end up trekking through miles of barren land on a takedown mission, and his injuries finally become too much.

Tony knows exactly what to say.

Let the wind take me (ao3) - Marnky steve/tony T, 48k

Summary: “Once the heart gets too heavy with pain, people don’t cry. They just turn silent. Completely silent.”

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Peter struggles as he tries to understand his place in the world. He turns to some unhealthy coping mechanisms, hoping to get some closure but all he finds are worried glances from his parents and neverending guilt.

or

Snippets of Peter's life battling mental illness and trying to learn how to accept the unconditional love from the people who care about him the most.

Merry Sickmas (ao3) - Brentinator happy/may G, 3k

Summary: “That sounds like pneumonia, Tony. Pretty sure it’s viral if he’s been sick since he got there.” Bruce explained while adjusting the glasses on his face.

“He didn’t start showing symptoms till last night, but knowing him, he probably has been hiding it since yesterday afternoon, minimum.”

Self preservation is for boomers (ao3) - Robin_Kid G, 11k

Summary: Peter being Peter sees broken ribs as a slight inconvenience but when Tony finds out, he's under close watch whilst he recovers. A villain he put away is seen prowling the streets once more and Sam is the only other person who knows. Of course, Peter is Peter. Will Sam tell the others? Will he get there in time to stop Peter getting over his head?

sick day (ao3) - aloneintherain T, 2k

Summary: Mr. Stark places the back of his hand against Peter’s forehead, realises again he’s wearing gauntlets and Peter is wearing a mask, and retracts it. “Friday, does he have a fever?”

“Oh my god,” Falcon says. “What kind of hellscape did knock-off Harry Potter throw us into? Are you parenting him right now?”

Sick In The City (fanfiction.net) - Brentinator T, 3k

Summary: Peter Parker believed in sick days. Spider-Man doesn't. When he is injured and alone, which judgement will prevail when there's peril in the city? Beta read, edited and cover design by Stardust16.

Sleep Over Jitters (ao3) - inkinmyheartandonthepage G, 2k

Summary: In his nervousness and excitement of having his first movie night with the Avengers, Peter forgets to take his epilepsy medication.

The Five Times Peter Denies an Illness or Injury + the One Time He Doesn't (ao3) - whumphoarder G, 6k

Summary: In which Peter is a little shit who can't admit when he's hurt or sick.

this crown of thorns (upon my liar’s chair) (ao3) - canon irondad (tomlinsoul) T, 4k

Summary: Peter doesn't tell Mr Stark about the terrible pain he experiences after the ferry incident, too caught up in the guilt and shame and depression he feels as a result of Mr Stark's reaction.

Tony still finds out. Two weeks later. After Peter collapses. Apparently, it's time for a talk.

We are the reckless (we are the wild youth) (ao3) - occasionalspiderfiction (SemiRetiredAuthor), sickficlurker (SemiRetiredAuthor) T, 7k

Summary: Peter is sometimes just your average teenager who makes bad decisions such as, say, overestimating his tolerance for caffeine.

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*crying because I finished the show*

So hey. Here I am. Watched the last episode of the series last night. I always get really sad when I finish a show that I've put a lot of time into. Which, you know, obviously I've done that for Haikyuu and I'm attached to the characters, blah blah blah.

Planning on rewatching dumpster battle tomorrow so long as I have time! Then I'll post about that as well. I'd like to start drawing next week (I'm going home for my mom's birthday this weekend so starting now is a no go). I'm excited because I have significantly more context and also have put significantly more time into the characters this time around.

SO ANYWAY. MY LAST EPISODE BREAKDOWNS AND REACTIONS! ENJOY!

Did y'all see when Kageyama and Tsukishima apologized to each other because they didn't do a successful quick? Because I was like "HOLD UP. YOU TWO NEVER APOLOGIZE TO EACH OTHER. WHO ARE YOU AND WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO MY CRANKY BOYS???" And the rest of the team looked all surprised too. But that, my dears, is called ✨growth✨

Honestly, though, they messed up and I went "OH NOT THIS AGAIN. SYNC BACK UP RIGHT NOW, YOU'RE STRESSING ME OUT"

Look at my glare-y boys <3 "You good?" "You really need to ask?" GROWTH BABY. GROWTH

And they got the point back immediately after, so I was very happy!

ASAHI WITH HIS ABSOLUTELY KILLER SERVICE ACE. THAT'S MY MAN RIGHT THERE. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND I'M SO PROUD OF HIM. And the rest of the team getting so fucking excited over his serve, too. I love this team WHAT DO YOU MEAN I DON'T GET TO SEE THEM ANYMORE (jk I'm absolutely going to rewatch). P.S. clearly them calling him Azumane Asahi last episode was a fluke because they said it the English way around in this one. Confusion cured!

I'll probably say it a few times, but that Miya twins scare me a little. Oh and Kita is absolutely WICKED at receives.

I took this screenshot because I just like looking at him tbh.

See, I knew that there was a moment where the twins were going to fuck up their quick, but I didn't know when that moment was, so when they were setting up for their quick I was over here like NO, NO TWIN QUICK YOU PUT THAT SHIT AWAY THAT WAS THE ONE THEY FUCK UP AND KITA HAS TO SAVE THEIR ASSES HAHAHAHAHAAHA I cackled like an evil witch fr fr

The correct reaction to Kita saving your ass

DAICHI HITTING THE BALL SO HARD THAT NOT EVEN KITA'S RECEIVE COULD STOP IT GOD BLESS AMEN

We also love to see the moment where the ball tries to come back over the net but Tsukki full just slaps it down and scores us another point.

I was so excited and then immediately went back to “awww” because that guy whose name I don’t know (he’s the bitch who called Tanaka a cheap copy of Bokuto though) slapped it back over and now we’re tied again

Okay so the twins aren’t dumb enough to try the unstable version (Osamu setting to Atsumu) again. Good to know. HERE COMES ARAN COME ON BLOCKERS DO YOUR THING And my reaction immediately following that was: Fuck

“I need some carbs right about now” RIP Tsukki. You can do it, buddy. I hope he got his carbs after the game was over

Tsukki and Hinata being the worst servers on the team is. Hinata I get but Tsukki it’s just funny

Eh. Close enough. Welcome back hand holding

Not sure if it's canonically like this but it seems to me like Aran's got the best serve other than Atsumu? Maybe I just forgot a really great server (and they all have pretty decent serves, to be fair), but Aran came up to serve and I was like "oh shit here we go again."

Even though I knew Karasuno was going to win, seeing Inarizaki at match point made me really nervous. I was like "what if I just hallucinated that and they actually lose?" before confirming with myself that there's literally a movie about their next match, IT'S FINE.

I loved how it kept cutting back to all of the other teams who were sitting there watching. Nekoma obviously, but I loved seeing Shiratorizawa, Date Tech, and Seijoh as well. LOOK HOW INTO THIS YAHABA IS LIKE CALM DOWN BABYGIRL

And we got to see what Tanaka asked Kageyama for! I had a feeling it was something like that (asking not to send the ball to him for a bit), but i have to say, I didn't expect Kageyama's answer of "no"! BUT THEN HE SAID THEY'D NEED TANAKA'S ATTACKS AND I WAS LIKE YOU FUCKING SWEETIE AND THEN TANAKA'S BADASS LINE SHOT LET'S GOOOOOOOO

AND SAEKO GETTING ALL TEARY-EYED AND EMOTIONAL OVER HER BROTHER I LOVE THE TANAKAS

OH BY THE WAY- FUCKING ATSUMU AND HIS CRAZY SETS I’M GOING TO STEP ON HIM AND NOT IN A SEXY WAY

My genuine reaction: OIKAWA!!!!!! HI BOO! HOW YA BEEN? WHY SO ANGY??? And there he goes, off on a run. Bye love <3

We also went back to muttering "MURDER, TOBIO! MURDER!!!!!" every time Kageyama served.

Okay, we gotta talk about Kita for a sec. I loved Kita’s monologue. He just has this outlook on life that’s so beautiful and different from other people. He recognizes that some people are naturally talented but also believes it doesn’t make them any better than people who work hard for their skills. But he also admitted that there were some volleyball monsters on the court when one of the two (I don't remember which one tbh) behind him said so. And also just: “Look at me, I’m a human with an invitation to go to the monster’s ball! I’m a lucky guy!” KITA THAT’S THE MOST ODDLY ADORABLE THING I’VE EVER HEARD

AND LOOK HOW DELIGHTED HIS EXPRESSION IS. KITA I LIKE YOU LOTS

Oh here he goes again FUCK OFF ATSUMU

I WILL KICK THIS MAN. I WILL KICK HIM RIGHT IN THE FACE. FUUUUUCK YOU MIYA ATSUMU

I will absolutely never get enough of Kagehina's quick attack. They're just so fun to watch.

Tanaka and Nishinoya are so supportive I LOVE THESE GUYS

HEY ATSUMU CAN YOU STOP SMIRKING LIKE THE GRINCH ON MY SCREEN THANKS

The twins are fighting again and it gives me life. Thank you Osamu for insulting Atsumu ❤️

Kageyama has such an ego but he’s kind of earned it? Anyway him being like “nice kill” while looking at Hinata with that air of superiority is just a hilarious image

RISE OF HINATA SHOYO KING OF RECEIVING LET’S FUCKING GO BABY BOY

“I thought I already knew this, but wow. He is an incredible blocker.” HINATA THINKING THAT ABOUT TSUKKI I SAID AWWWWW OUT LOUD

Also Tsukishima literally PRAYING for them to get the next point I LAUGHED

WHEN TSUKKI JUMPED UP TO HELP DAICHI BLOCK I WAS SO PUMPED. I WAS OUT HERE WHISPER-SCREAMING TSUKKIIIIIIII WHILE SLAPPING MY CHEST IN EXCITEMENT (because I didn't have two free hands to clap) Oh the way he stumbled into Daichi and Daichi held him up and Tsukki apologized I HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES (not really but I could)

I don't have anything insightful to say, I was just really happy to see them I LOVE DATE TECH. HAVE I MENTIONED THAT I LOVE DATE TECH? I DON'T THINK I HAVE

Also I forgot how many points they were at so for a split second I thought that Asahi had won the game and I was about tO SCREAM

I LOVE THIS MAN

Also I don't know if I've mentioned this (yes I do), but the twins scare me. BUT DAMN I SURE DID LOVE THAT MOMENT WHERE OSAMU WAS SUPER HYPED UP AND READY TO CRUSH THE BALL AND THEN ATSUMU FUCKING SET TO SOMEONE ELSE AND OSAMU JUST LOOKED SO ANNOYED AT HIM. BROTHERS DO BE LIKE THAT FR FR (I say this as someone who has a brother)

Me watching this game go on and on like:

LISTEN. I know they’re down here because of the big bad Aran spike but I love every frame they’re in together so SUE ME

I CACKLED WITH DELIGHT. AMAZING JOB TOBIO

Shout out to Asahi, Daichi, and Tanaka who have been playing THE ENTIRE TIME and who play THE ENTIRE TIME at EVERY GAME

TSUKKI USING HIS STATUS AS LITTLE BITCH BRAT AND DOING A SOFT SERVE THAT BARELY GETS OVER THE NET AND FORCES ARAN TO RECEIVE I LOVE THIS SHOW

OH THEY’RE GOING FAST BUT IT’S GOING TO TAKE IT OUT OF THEM BUT I KNOW THIS PART. I KNOW WHAT’S ABOUT TO HAPPEN AND I’M NOT READY Hinata received it and put it so high in the air that everyone can take a breath. I’m getting emotional.

I was getting genuinely emotional here. Tears in my eyes. He gave them the chance to breathe. He gave them the chance to take it easy for just a second. He’s the hero of this rally

Suga’s having a flashback of all these small Hinata moments that have led up to this. He sees how much Hinata’s grown just in this year. OH I'm EMOTIONAL

ME TOO SUGA

IT’S NOT JUST A HIGH SCHOOL CLUB ANYMORE FOR HIM I'M JUST AHHHHHH I'M GOING TO FALL OUT OF MY CHAIR AS I TYPE THIS RIGHT NOW I'M SO PROUD OF TSUKKI'S GROWTH.

AND DAICHI COMING IN TO THE SAVE FOR TSUKKI’S SAVE

GOD IT ALL BLURS TOGETHER BECAUSE I HAD TO JUST SIT AND WATCH AND ENJOY BECAUSE FUCKING HELL

THIS IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL AND ROMANTIC THING YOU CAN DO IN A VOLLEYBALL GAME. YOU STOP A QUICK TOGETHER AND YOU WIN THE FUCKING GAME

EVERYONE JUST RUNNING TO CELEBRATE WITH THEIR TEAM ON THE COURT. Fuckkkkkk

The emotional music is not fucking helping actually DO YOU MIND SHOW

Oh my boys. Oh my beautiful, beautiful boys

And I gotta mention the little Tsukkiyama moment going on in the background because the team dogpiled Kagehina but YAMAGUCHI WENT RIGHT FOR TSUKKI AND HE IS THE ONLY ONE HUGGING TSUKKI IN THAT WIDE SHOT WE GET I LOVE THESE FUCKERS

*waving* bye Nekoma! See you later! And by later I mean hopefully tomorrow when I watch your last game as this team on screen NO STOP IT BRAIN-

I wanna know why the guys just left Kageyama and Hinata on the ground. Like. It cut to another shot of them just sitting there but everyone else had cleared out from around them. Help these children off the floor????

Atsumu laying claim to setting for Hinata one day! And behold! Atsuhina was born!

SHIMADA, TAKINOUE AND SAEKO ARE THESE BOYS’ BIGGEST FANS AND THAT’S SO FUCKING SWEET

Honestly, glad that Inarizaki’s crowd isn’t pissed and booing about the team losing. Glad they actually feel like the effort is worth applauding

KITA MAKING ARAN CRY BECAUSE HE SAID HE WISHED HE COULD’VE BEEN ABLE TO BRAG THAT THEY MADE IT ALL THE WAY. KITA STOP HURTING ME

Tanaka sitting there with his shirt off and a dead look in his eyes- guys, I don't think he's doing well. I think he's dead.

Those poor boys are so tired. Kageyama’s sleeping with his eyes open and Tsukki put on a second jacket without realizing

NOYA BEING ADORABLE AND JUST NAPPING LIKE A LITTLE CUTIE. Did he wake up or did someone have to carry him. I hope someone carried him because that's cute as hell

We really got to the halfway mark birds and then immediately cut to Bokuto winning the game. INCREDIBLE WORK OWL MAN

“What team will they be going up against in their next match?” “Nekoma high” me, who’s seen battle of the garbage dump: ehehehehehe

Mika’s hooked on volleyball and is a Karasuno fan. Girlfriend win!

THE WAY HE GOT LIKE THIS WHEN THE SPORTS REPORTER GUY WAS TALKING ABOUT TANAKA BEING THE MAIN ATTACKER OR WHATEVER THE HELL. Y’ALL BETTER PUT SOME RESPECT ON MY BABY’S NAME

Tsukki just not watching is so on brand. And Tadashi defending Tsukki TO THE TV is also on brand. “Tadashi, shut up.” God bless

Suga getting so excited that he’s on TV is so cute actually (me too, Suga - and I say that as someone who's actually been on TV!)

“Hey, it’s Asahi! You look like you’ve killed a man or two in that shot! Man, you look rad!” THANK YOU NISHINOYA FOR BEING SO WHOLESOME AND GENUINELY JUST. He sees Asahi looking scary and thinks it's cool and compliments him. I have no words to describe how happy they make me

“Is that how I look when I concentrate?” “You should see him in math class” DAICHI PLEASE AHAHAHA

Seeing them laugh fuels my will to live

Oh Bokuaka I love you so

I firmly believe Akaashi is wearing Bokuto’s jacket, btw

They’re talking about watching the underclassmen grow as if they’re proud parents

“Can’t let them steal the show.” Awww you sound like grumpy old men <3

ALSO. I KNOW IT TOOK MY FOUR SEASONS TO SAY SO BUT KIYOKO FINALLY GREW ON ME COMPLETELY AND FINE. SHE'S PRETTY. MY GAY ASS FINALLY ADMITS IT.

“I want to play the next one right now” “you are a lunatic” PFFFT TSUKKI He's so real for that, though. Hinata has way too much energy. He's an unstoppable force, I fear

And I proceeded to make dying deer noises because I’m emotional

Kenma SMILED SOMEONE SEDATE ME

GRANDPA UKAI AND YOUNG UKAI AWWWWWWW

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And there it is. Those were the final three episodes.

I can't even think of anything else to type. It feels like the end of an era or something. I'll be back for you, Haikyuu boys. I promise. Oh and I still have to watch the Nekoma vs. Karasuno game. So there's that. I'll see you all then!

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haikyuu dumpster battle movie review

btw i copied this directly from my letterboxd review lol my acc is linked here if u wanna follow me there :)

THIS IS A REWATCH REVIEW THIS IS MY SECOND TIME SEEING THE MOVIE

*cracks fingers* alright here we go i pulled out the laptop to write this review i have so much to say

this is my first rewatch of the movie and i think when i watched it the first time in the cinema i was just so hyped and happy to be watching it that i just wanted to enjoy it and i didnt really think about it too deeply you know? but now rewatching it lets me think about it more and kind of analyse it properly so :)

okay first of all !!! i spent the entirety of this movie either grinning ear to ear OR crying because i love it sm. and i do not exaggerate how much i fucking cried bc istg i would wipe the tears away and calm down and then start crying again the second the next scene started like it's not even funny

i adore the relationships between karasuno and nekoma so so much like it's so cool seeing the characters and their parallels and then also their rivals yk like how daichi and kuroo are both captains and they've got that whole thing going but then there's also the rivalry between kuroo and tsukishima!!! and it's the same with shoyo and kenma and then shoyo and inouka LIKE IDK I JUST ADORE IT

furudate writes relationships so wonderfully whether you choose to interpret them romantically or platically i just think they're all so deep and important and have so much depth and importance to the plot and the characters' own development and growth it's so lovely

so the relationships! first of all yamaguchi and tsukishima. we didn't see too much of them in this movie but the little bits we did i ADORED SO SO MUCH!!!! like tsukishima saying "he's someone who's going to surpass me" about yamaguchi OH MY GOD SO CUTE and then their little high five :((( i love them sm

tsukishima himself i just love a lot especially in this movie. he has one of the best growth arcs i've seen and it's so cool seeing how much he changed from the beginning to starting to join in more in s2 during the training camp bc of kuroo and bokuto and then in s3 to stopping ushijima's spike and falling deeper into volleyball like he's so cool!!! seeing him battle against kuroo in this and LAUGH and beat him like wow he's great and he's so petty too i love him lol

KUROO AS WELL!!! i love love love all the little flashbacks they had, especially the one of kuroo and kenma in their childhood when they went to the volleyball place and they had the line about "lowering the net" because as a manga reader, knowing what kuroo ends up doing for his job and how he works to lower the net is such a cool like arc? like seeing how much he grew and how he grasped that and did it himself to help others is so lovely

if i started talking about kenma and shoyo i fear i would never shut up. their friendship means the absolute world to me like they were besties from the moment they met, calling each other by their first names when no one else calls shoyo that except for nishinoya like !!!!! kenma being besties with him when he basically doesnt talk to people like that just goes to show how much shoyo draws people to him. the fact that this friendship fully helped change the way kenma looks at volleyball because he found a worthy opponent and a worthy boss and it made him acknowledge that volleyball was FUN!!!

kenma admitting that volleyball was fun might just be my roman empire (along with one other line i'll talk about in a bit) like IT HAS SUCH AN IMPACT YK???

so many things in this movie held such impacts i think. like kageyama giving shoyo a chance to pick himself up and hit the ball. his little "fly" LIKE YES THAT'S HIS FUCKING PARTNER AND HE'S GOING TO HELP HIM GET BACK UP!!!!! and then shoyo fucking FLEW SO HIGH AND HE SLAYED WOW WHAT A GUY

shoyo's growth throughout this series (especially including the manga and brazil + timeskip stuff) is so wonderful to look at because he really grew so much and we got to witness every little bit of it like isn't that so cool??? we got to see him improve little bits of himself throughout the series and i just love it so fucking much

i need to start wrapping this up bc i've been yapping for so long okay last couple things

"thank you for teaching me volleyball" I FUCKING CRIED OKAY KENMA SAYING THAT TO KUROO IS THE SWEETEST THING EVER LIKE :((( fully attributing that he wouldnt be here today had kuroo not taught him to play volleyball and asked him to play everyday isn't that CRAZY

also i love love LOVE that kenma and kuroo were the first two to bow to nekomata and say thank you, paralleling the scene of them seeing him when they were little kids and like idk i just thought it was a really cool scene

i know i said i cried a lot during the movie but genuinely the last couple minutes from when the match ended onwards when u see them all celebrating or whatever and then speaking to their coaches and then each other!!!!! daichi and kuroo hugging, and then kuroo and tsukishima etc was so so cute to see i love the relationships between the two teams. also seeing grandpa ukai hold his hand out to the fucking tv I FUCKING LOST IT like my eyes hurt from crying so much okay i think my yap is over :D if u read this all then i hope u enjoyed my ramble lol

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i just watched haikyuu!! the dumpster battle and omfg it was so heart wrenching and good 😭 i want to rewatch it already man ( might go by myself again lol ) but it was such an experience and oh god!! kenma’s point of view of it all just was so exiting and sob able 😭 i loved the movie so so much ‼️‼️‼️🗣️

shoyo’s development through it all just was so endearing to see, had me on the edge of my seat ‼️‼️ almost screamed and had so much fun in the cinema today lol 🥳

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Just gonna leave a few (a lot) of my random thoughts here as I rewatch the first Sonic movie

I cannot get over how adorable Sonic is in this movie man. He’s just a BABY LOOK AT HIS LITTLE FACIAL EXPRESSIONS PLEASE

THE LITTLE SUNFLOWER HE PICKED FOR LONGCLAW SHUT UP LOOK AT MY SON HES SO THOUGHTFUL!!

THE ECHIDNA WARRIORS!! THATS KNUCKLES DAD!!

The baseball field scene is soooooo important to me man my god

Long claw telling Sonic that he has an incredible gift and to never stop running so HE RUNS WHEN HE WANTS TO FEEL BETTER/FEEL LESS ALONE SOMEBODY SEDATE ME

Sonic going through multiple other planets before arriving and settling on earth he’s a SURVIVOR omg💔

His little bucket list items he really is just a kid man I have tears in my eyes oh my god

The scenes with Tom and Eggman are soooo funny and well done their chemistry’s kinda insane. Their back and forth banter at Tom’s house is so good idc

The humor in this movie is soooo so good I’m sorry as a standalone movie this one’s my favorite for multiple reasons

AGENT STONE!! MY FATHER!!

Wade is actually so funny in this movie without trying too hard I love it

Sonic’s little sad face when Tom told him to get out of the car HOW DARE HE??? HES JUST A BABY LEAVE HIM ALONE

The level of sass?? THIS is what’s missing from Sonic character in the most recent movie. I need the sass and cockiness confidence more in the future films

EGGMAN DID THE “left yourself open” MOVE IN THIS MOVIE TOO BUT TO STONE I HADNT REALIZED

The roadtrip aspect of this movie is soooo fun

Sonic constantly losing control of his powers in this movie because he’s really just a kid with feelings and emotions that he’s never learned how to process or control!!

Sonic constantly talking to himself because he’s grown up pretty much all his life alone and invisible to the outside world so his only confidant/friend is himself💔💔💔💔💔💔

THE OLD MISMATCHED SHOES. HE PROBABLY FISHED THOSE OUT OF SOME RANDOM DUMPSTERS. MY SON NOOOOOO

One thing about him tho is his personality’s always been about positivity, always looking at the bright side and making the best of any situation he’s in. He and movie!shadow have similar stories but their base personalities are really the reason they went in opposite directions after experiencing trauma and loss

The high five???? THAT SHIT IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME PLEASEEEEEE

The Rachel/tom beef is so fucking funny to me

Eggmans aggressive love towards stone, yum idk

Tbh I didn’t like Maddie and Tom’s relationship the first time watching the movies but ngl through this rewatch I’ve really turned around on it I actually love their chemistry together it’s so good

THE SCENE WHERE JOJO GIVES HIM THE NEW SHOES!!! HIS ICONIC RED SHOES AHHHHHHH “no one’s ever given me a gift before🥺” IM SOBBING HE DESERVES THE WORLD

The way they depict Sonic’s speed in these movies is soooo good I love it

Sonics such a fun narrator

Sonic was so itty bitty in the first movie it really does feel like he’s grown physically by the time movie 3s time rolls around

SONIC NAMED HIM EGGMAN

The battle with eggman SO FUCKING GOOD

SONICS LITTLE RACECAR BED IN HIS NEW ROOM AHHHHH I LOVEVEIDBSODNF

Speed me up is the best sonic movie song idc

Ik in this movie eggmans not as cartoon-villainy as he is in the next movies but omg I love how he is. Plus it makes a lot of sense that although he’s always been pretty eccentric and a little weird, he didn’t go full blown supervillain until he was trapped/isolated on the mushroom planet and lost whatever marbles he still had left.

This may be sonic origin story but it’s also robotniks and I love it so much

A lot of people dunk on this one for being weaker than the other ones but man, they did such a good job 1) building up Sonic’s backstory and character and laying the foundation for why he is the way he is, 2) creating relationships not only between Sonic and his new family but also between Sonic and US, and 3) slowly introducing us into the world of Sonic and friends organically without confusing or exposition dumping on us. It laid the foundation perfectly for the next two movies where we get more and more of the lore and characters we love. Because of this, this’ll always be my favorite Sonic movie of the 3.

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Ooo, FUN! :D I wanna play! Lets see:

❤️Newest Obsessions: Windbreaker, oh- I’ve been getting into Persona lately: I’m playing P3 and barely scratched the surface but I’m having a fun time! Blue Lock isn’t a new one but that’s been back full force whsnwnsnwn DOGSRED!! It’s the funniest manga I’ve read in awhile- y’all go check it out! Epic the musical

🎥 Last three movies I watched and what I thought of them:

-Blue Lock: Episode Nagi- LOVED IT! I was so hyped the entire time I was in the theater: seeing everyone on the big screen made my entire weekend!

-Haikyuu: Dumpster Battle- This one made me cry! Not in a sad way: but in a “I’m so proud of my boys” way!

-Spy x Family: Code White- It was so GOOD??? Funny and cute and wonderful and just: all around a great movie! 🥰🥰🥰

🎶 Three song I’ve discovered recently and loved:

- Gaeta’s Lament, the singer is L’s (death note) VA and now all I can hear is L singing and just- 😭😭😭🥰🥰🥰

- Scylla, Epic the Musical- I can’t stop listening to it; my favorite track of all the thunder saga if not the entire collection! Just- AHH!

- Too Sweet- I don’t often listen to Hozier (no hate at all: just not someone I usually gravitate towards) but my GOD I love this song. It’s giving Togame

💘Newest Fave Ships: I don’t think I have any new ones? I will say I’ve been tinkering with the idea of Suo and Sugishita but that’s barely out of the water tbh.

📺 Currently Watching: MHA most recent season, Great British Baking Show, I need to finish Dr. Stone eventually, Yu Yu Hakushou

📖 Currently Reading: Dogsred, Spy x Family, To Kill A Shadow (Katherine Quinn), A Sorcery Of Thorns (Margaret Rogerson), The Mafia Nanny, The Boxer, Hero Killer (webtoons)

🎮 Currently Playing: Persona 3 Reload, Demon Slayer sweep the board, Hades, Of Stars and Time- and maybe Sally Face (got the game not long ago on switch and have been meaning to revisit it), Cupid Parasite, Nightshade

😍 Currenty Looking Forward To: Fire Force Season 3, Blue Lock Season 2, Wind Breaker season 2, more chapters for Black Clover in August, part 2 of the Mafia Nanny series; Demon slayer final arc movies, so many things!

✅ Recently finished: The Familiar, Leigh Bardugo (highly recommend- fantastic book), Windbreaker vol. 1 (reading the manga from the beginning), Death Note (rewatch number: lost count), this doesn’t count as finished but I’m caught up on Black Clover!

💌 Something to share: I know I sound like a broken record, but thank you all so much for making my time here on Tumblr all the more special. Especially this past few years; there’s been many a times I just felt so miserable, so having somewhere to come and unwind and yell about all the things we love is so nice! Thank you all from the bottom of my heart 💖💖💖

I tag YOU!: @helloitsghost @myreygn @duckymcdoorknob @gladdygirl18 @adorkablenerd @flyinginvelaris @ anyone who reads this and wants to play! I TAG THEE! (No pressure rags of course 💖)

Catching up (Tag Game)

Ive been a bit on and off and felt like making a tag game so here's one to catch up on each other's interests and hyperfixations! Answer the 10 questions and tag 5 people. No pressure ofc!

@fluffandgiggles @ppystkposts @crazy-as-a-jaybird @blobbirobbi @kusuguricafe + everyone who wants to join! **edit + everyone who received a notification from when I tried to tag 10+ people and the tumblr post broke 😂

❤️ Newest obsessions: Dungeon Meshi, probably has been clear.. and capybaras. Taylor Swift not very new but refueled obsession since seeing the eras tour concert!

🎥 Last 3 movies I watched and what I thought of them:

Inside Out 2 - CRYING SOBBING LOVING IT SO MUCH

The Parent Trap 1998 rewatch - Still golden fav, one of my guiltiest pleasures

Sous la Seine / Under Paris - Love a good shark movie but thought this was mediocre smh. the ending was cool tho hahaha

🎶 3 songs I discovered recently and love:

Peggy - FEMININE RAGE

Spencer Sutherland - Alive

HOYO-MIX - Interstellar Journey

💘 Newest fav ships: Falin x Marcille , Chilchuck x Senshi, and Laios x Kabru all from Dungeon Meshi!!!

📺 Currently watching: The Apothecary Diaries, Wind Breaker, House of the Dragon, Pokemon Johto Journeys (rewatch), FMA Brotherhood (rewatch), Mushoku Tensei S2 (might drop it)

📖 Currently reading: Dungeon Meshi manga, Define the Relationship manhwa, XXX Buddy manhwa (both manhwas on hold but I'll continue reading soon!)

🎮 Currently Playing: Fortnite, Minecraft, Genshin Impact (haven't played since Cyno story quest tho), Zelda Tears of the Kingdom (on hold), Yakuza 0, Zelda Skyward Sword, Hogwarts Legacy, note: I kinda dropped all mobile games but I'm really considering starting love & deepspace again hmmm.

😍 Currently looking forward to: New Fortnite update, Genshin Natlan update (even though I have to catch up on the previous ones lol), the new Deadpool movie, Blue Lock movie (seeing it this week!)

✅ Recently finished: Kaiju No. 8 (anime), other than that no books, manga, games or shows. All still in progress lol.

💌 Something to Share: I'm glad to see people are enjoying the x reader drabbles and I'm motivated to work on them faster when I can! Thanks everyone for your patience.. T-T

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it will come back [pt. 2] /// Yandere Shigaraki x f!Reader

Summary: You have a bad habit of picking up strays, and the half-dead villain you find bleeding out in a dumpster is no exception. [Part 1] [Part 3]

A/N: Title from the Hozier song—“don’t let it in with no intention to keep it / jesus christ, don’t be kind to it / oh honey don’t feed it / it will come back.”

Tags/warnings: yandere, violence (not directed toward reader), crying, Shiggy REALLY likes you, reader needs a friend and a good night’s sleep, non-explicit sexual content. [In later parts: 18+, sex, other stuff]

He—Tomura—keeps visiting.

At first you think it’s because of the free medical care, and you wish you had the spine to tell him to suck it up and go see a professional. After a couple weeks turn into a couple months and his wounds fade into ragged purple scars, though, you start to think differently.

Within a short time Tomura has figured out your work schedule, and he does a decent job of not showing up after your long shifts. The unavoidable consequence of this is that he ends up monopolizing your precious days off, but you come to the realization about a month and a half in that you don’t actually mind. You like it. It’s like spending time with a friend.

Mostly you guys talk. It doesn’t seem like Tomura really has anyone to talk to the way the two of you do, but that’s probably just you projecting. It’s usually shallow stuff—TV shows you like, video games he plays, funny stories from patients you treated. Sometimes when you’re cooking for yourself, you make extra for him. (It happens a lot, actually, and at one point you bring up how much his appetite is costing you and the next time you see him he brings a bag of rice and makes you a porridge that crunches between your teeth when you try to eat it. You can’t finish yours, but he eats an entire bowl and insists that you’re being picky.)

Sometimes he sleeps over on the couch, but he’s always gone when you wake up.

The two of you skirt around the heavier stuff, and you know it’s intentional on his part. You have to resist the urge to ask him about being a villain—he’s all but confirmed it for you, and it’s human nature to be curious, isn’t it? In the same way you can’t help looking at a car crash, you want to poke and prod and find out what it is, exactly, that Tomura does for a living. That part of his life is suspiciously absent from your discussions—if you didn’t know better, you’d think he spends all of his time sleeping and playing games and breaking into your place.

On the other hand, you don’t want to know. Plausible deniability. You can accept criminality in the abstract, but you’ve treated too many victims of the bullshit hero–villain battle to be comfortable really knowing why Tomura avoids public places.

So you don’t ask about it, and Tomura doesn’t tell, and you don’t look up his name. And it’s easy. It’s nice. You’d forgotten what it’s like to come back to a home that isn’t empty.

And then one day when you get off a few hours early from your shift, you stop by a convenience store to pick up some snacks for yourself (hey, you’ve been working hard, you’re entitled to binge a little on foods that you’re afraid to look at the fat content for), and you think, Hm, I wonder if Tomura wants some.

[You: 7:49 PM] > Are you coming over today? [T: 7:49 PM] > Yeah why [You: 7:51 PM] > Getting snacks > Want some? [T: 7:51 PM] > No

[T: 8:12 PM] > When r u coming back to ur place

[T: 8:58 PM] > Hey where are you

[T: 9:39 PM] > (Y/N)?

There’s a man with a gun in the convenience store.

It takes you a second to process at first. You’re standing in the snack food aisle seeking out Oreos and debating the merits of Double Stuf vs. Mega when you catch the mumbled demand and the metallic clicking noise you’ve only ever heard in movies before. It’s a gun—you know that, but your mind dismisses it because it’s ridiculous. Guns are rare in hero society. People don’t go around robbing bodegas at gunpoint anymore.

(You should know better. You work in a goddamn ER. But you compartmentalize, and the crimes you see written across your patients’ bodies stay out of the realm of your personal life because you need them to.)

It’s only when you see the muzzle of a hunting rifle pushed up to the cashier’s sweaty neck that you really understand what’s happening.

You drop to the ground immediately, looking toward the exit but it’s shut and there’s some kind of metal…thing holding the door closed. The cashier mumbles a denial and you can hear him fumble around with the cash drawer for what feels like ages.

It’s real. This is real. You’re in the middle of a robbery. Where are the heroes? Why isn’t anyone doing anything?

God, you’re a hypocrite, cowering behind the aisle divider and waiting for someone to step up while the robber’s demands get increasingly louder and more frantic. He wants money, and the cashier (who, you remember, is a man in his sixties with hands that shake with Parkinson’s when he holds out your receipt) isn’t being fast enough.

“That’s it? There’s no more? Are you fucking kidding me, there’s gotta be a safe or something—“

“No! No, p-please, I’m sorry, this is all I have!”

You cringe, crushing your eyes closed as if that will make it go away. You’re surprised you can hear at all over the sound of your blood rushing in your ears.

“Don’t fuck with me old man, I know there’s more! Show me the safe or I’ll blow your goddamn brains out!”

No! You have to do something. You can’t just sit here. You’ve heard plenty of death threats from your patients (not to mention that one from Tomura), and you know the difference between a bluff and a serious warning. Maybe you can catch the robber off guard, try to pull the gun away? You stand up quickly, hoping against hope that you won’t regret this, but in a split second you see that the cashier has the same idea and he’s trying to pull the rifle out of the robber’s hand and—

BANG.

Something warm and wet splatters across your face.

///

Tomura is angry when you get back to the apartment. As soon as he hears your key in the lock he rises from your couch so he can grab your collar with three fingers, jerking your head up to force you to look at him. “Where have you been? Do you know how long I’ve been waiting—“

But he cuts short in the middle of his sentence. Maybe because he sees the look on your face. Or maybe he just notices the traces of blood you haven’t been able to wipe off.

“What happened,” Tomura says. It’s not a question. He adjusts his grip slightly so it’s not quite as punishing, but you hold still anyway.

You have to force your mouth open in order to speak, but when your voice comes out it’s more steady than you thought it would be. “It’s not my blood. There was a robbery at the store. The cashier got shot.”

“Oh.” He releases you and frowns. “That’s it?”

“Fuck you.” You push past him into the kitchen to get yourself a drink with trembling hands. Pantry’s out of shōchū, whiskey will just make you sicker—ahh, there it is. Baijiu. The glug glug glug of the liquor into the glass does nothing to put your nerves at ease, but you pour yourself a double anyway.

“Wait—wait.” Tomura’s hands twitch and rub over his arms like he’s trying to stop himself from grabbing you by the shoulders and shaking you. “Calm down. Why are you so upset? Don’t you see this stuff every day?”

You do. You’re an ER nurse. There’s no injury you haven’t seen. But it’s not about the blood. “I...I knew him. The cashier. He was nice. He had a grandkid on the way. I—“ You bite your lip and down the baijiu in one gulp. It burns.

Tomura clearly doesn’t know how to comfort you; probably doesn’t even really know why you need to be comforted. What does it mean that death is so meaningless to him? you wonder. But you need someone to listen to you, clueless or not, and Tomura will have to do.

The baijiu is still bitter and hot down your throat when you speak again. “You know something? Know what they asked me when the heroes finally showed up and pulled us out of there, me and the corpse?”

“…What?” Tomura asks warily.

“They stuck a camera in my face and asked me if there was anything I wanted to say to the hero who saved me. Any words of gratitude I wanted to share,” you spit. Now it’s your turn to feel your hands making fists at your sides. Your fingernails scratch into your palms like the pain can be an outlet for the sudden overwhelming fury spilling over you. “They didn’t save him. They were too late.”

Tomura’s eyes widen, and through your curtain of anger you can tell he’s looking at you in a way he’s never looked at you before. It’s unlike him to even look directly at you, and when he does it’s usually in disinterest or half-sincere irritation. This, though…this is different. He’s watching you like a believer watches a prophet. You can tell—or at least some deep, ugly part of you that you hope is wrong can tell—that he’s trying not to smile.

“I hate this,” you say, and the first tear drips out of your eye and runs down your cheek. It’s awful. You don’t want to cry in front of Tomura. You don’t want to show him how weak you are. But before you can wipe it away, Tomura’s hand comes up and does it for you, smearing the tear over your cheek in a gesture that—for him—is oddly tender.

Then he hugs you.

It’s stiff and awkward, like he’s forgotten how to do it, but the intention is clear. His arms fold around your back, pulling you into his chest while his chin makes its way to rest on your shoulder. He’s leaning into you so deeply that your spine is arched back, and you stagger away from him only for him to step closer again to make up the distance.

“It’s not fair, hm,” he murmurs into your hair. His tone is the closest thing to sympathy you’ve ever heard from him, but there’s an undercurrent of excitement you can’t ignore. “They’re always too late, aren’t they? The heroes… And everyone will watch that video of you thanking the heroes, and they’ll think they’re safe too. They’ll keep going about their lives and think that nothing bad can happen to them because a hero will always be around to save them…but you and I know that’s a lie.”

It takes you a second to recognize the emotion that’s raising goosebumps over your arms while Tomura rubs circles into your back, but when it clicks you shiver because it’s fear. You’ve never really been afraid of Tomura before, even when you should’ve been. Does he realize he’s backing you up with how forcefully he’s pushing himself into you? The backs of your knees hit the arm of your couch and you topple onto it with Tomura following.

He holds himself above you on his hands, legs tangled with yours. His eyes are wild and he’s not even trying to suppress his grin now. You’re trapped lying on your back under him—pinned like a butterfly under glass.

“Get off of me,” you say as calmly as you can.

“It’s all a lie, all of it…” A hand comes up and strokes your cheek, rubbing with two fingers at a stray fleck of blood on your neck. “I’m sorry it had to be like this, but I’m so glad you understand…”

“Let me up now, Tomura.”

He holds still for a long moment—waiting, thinking, considering—and then sits up, still straddling you but loosely enough that you can scramble back away from him on the couch. Your heart is racing, but you try to slow your breaths so he doesn’t pick up on how scared you are.

“Don’t freak out. You’re no fun,” Tomura says, and you exhale a sigh of relief at how normal he sounds. You never thought you’d be so happy about him looking at you like you’re nothing.

“I think you should go,” you say carefully.

He rocks back on his heels and runs a hand through his hair. “Are you mad? I thought I could stay here tonight, like usual. Since I waited for so long.”

“I’m not mad. I just…want to be alone.”

“I don’t think it’s a good idea for you to be alone tonight. Not after what you’ve been through.”

Oh, now you care. “Fine. Okay? Fine. You can sleep on the couch.” You’re too tired to argue any more, and you’ve never really been good at convincing Tomura to do anything he doesn’t want to. It’s a miracle he listened to you when you told him to get off you. Considering how often he breaks into your apartment, it’s not like you could keep him out anyway.

So he stays the night. He doesn’t bother you when you take a shower and go to bed, he just lies on the couch in his street clothes. When you wake up in the morning he’s disappeared like he always does, and for the first time since you met him you’re truly relieved that he’s gone.

///

You always thought it would take some level of courage you don’t possess to actually bite the bullet and look Tomura up. To do so would mean saying goodbye to whatever strange relationship the two of you have built over the months, and you’re just not brave enough to risk it.

Turns out it’s not courage that makes you type his name into the search bar. It’s cowardice. You’re lying in bed under the covers when you do it, and the blue-white screen of your laptop is the only light in the room. Your comforter is pulled up almost over your head like it’s a wall that can block out reality.

“tomura”, you enter into the search bar, but you don’t hit return. Instead, you look at the search suggestions.

> tomura shigaraki > tomura shigaraki league of villains > tomura shigaraki decay

Something about it sounds familiar. But you’re not ready. Still, after everything, you’d rather keep your eyes closed. You backspace and snap your laptop shut, and when you do your room is so dark that you think the emptiness might swallow you up.

///

[T: 5:52 PM] > Are u going to be at home tn

[T: 6:14 PM] > Hey check ur phone

[T: 6:42 PM] > Stop ignoring me > (Y/N) > (Y/N) > (Y/N) > (Y/N) > (Y/N)

[T: 6:46 PM] 3 MISSED CALLS [You: 6:50 PM] > I’m at work [T: 6:50 PM] > Don’t lie > you finished an hour ago

[T: 7:13 PM] 1 MISSED CALL [T: 7:14 PM] > You said you werent mad [You: 7:15 PM] > I’m not [T: 7:15 PM] > Then stop being a brat > im coming over > ill bring takeout

You’re nervous about seeing him, but in the two weeks since he pushed you down on the couch you’ve found yourself…missing him. Like it or not, he’s made himself a fixture in your life. So when you get home you’re brimming with anticipation, wondering who you’ll get when you open the door—the normal Tomura you’ve come to like over the past few months, or the one from that night. The villain.

But it’s just him. Good old Tomura, laden with plastic bags and containers of greasy fast food for the two of you to gorge yourselves on. You tease him for being cheap and he argues that you’re just a snob and everything seems so normal that you can almost forget the look in his red eyes when he told you that you understood.

Almost.

///

You probably have no idea how good you look when you’re crying.

Of the couple thousand views on the news channel video of your “rescue” from the convenience store robber, at least a tenth are from Tomura. Eventually he just downloads the video onto his computer so he doesn’t have to read the inane comments that the other viewers leave on the webpage. It seems like everyone but him thinks you should feel lucky that you were saved by a hero before the robber could get to you, too.

As always, the public are a bunch of shit-soaked morons. Reading the comments makes him angry, so angry he’s tempted to look into a few of these brainless sheep and see how lucky they feel when they’ve caught the attention of a violent criminal. But that wouldn’t be productive, so he saves the video externally and leaves the news website alone. It’s for the best. Besides, seeing the “views” counter on the website tick up and up by the dozen every time he refreshes is just another reminder that other people are watching this; other people are seeing how delicate and vulnerable and pretty you are with tears spilling out of your eyes and the cashier’s blood sprayed over your clothing.

Thousands of useless fucking NPCs are looking at you just like Tomura is. They’re probably thinking about how sweet you look, just like he is. And they’re probably imagining all the ways they can take advantage of your fragile emotional state, just like him.

You’re too trusting for your own good. Tomura used to think it was a virtue, and it is, but only when it comes to him. Whenever he thinks about how your face is slapped over a dozen different news websites for the whole world to see, he has to dig his fingernails into his neck to keep calm. It’s better when he can just watch the video and pretend he’s the only one seeing it.

And it’s not like not watching the video is an option. Tomura can’t resist your crying face. There’s a point around the three minute mark where your voice breaks in the middle of your statement, and sometimes Tomura skips there in the video just so he can hear that pathetic little sob and replay it over and over and over. Maybe it’s sappy, but Tomura really does feel his heart skip a beat at the way your eyes and nose are rubbed red from your misery.

How fucked up is it that he gets off watching you cry?

Would you be angry if you knew? You probably would, but you put up with so much from him already. Maybe you’d be okay with it if he told you he really and truly tried to hold out. The first dozen times Tomura watched the video, he refused to touch himself no matter how tight his pants got while you choked out your stilted answers to the reporters’ questions, but at this point he barely has to click “play” on the video before he gets hard and takes matters into his own hands.

At the end of the day, it’s your fault. Everything about you is so erotic, from your shaky voice to your pouty, bitten-red lips. Isn’t it completely normal to be aroused while looking at the person you like? And Tomura likes you, he really likes you. He doesn’t have any pictures of you, and with the high definition of the news channel’s video he can see every perfect contour of your cheekbones, every pore in your skin, every glistening wet eyelash.

It’s not that Tomura doesn’t feel sympathy for how upset you are in the video. He does! Not even just sympathy, even—he’s empathetic. He knows exactly how it feels to be let down by the heroes. How dare they tell you you need to be grateful while you’re still trying to wipe brain matter off your shirt? Always too little, too late. It’s not fair.

But if he’s being honest? As miserable as you are, Tomura is happy that you were in the store when that robber came in and that you had to watch a man you knew get his brains blown out in front of you. You need a wake-up call to lose faith in hero society. If you have to suffer some emotional trauma in the process, that seems like a fair price to pay.

And the fact that Tomura gets to jerk off to it? It’s almost like destiny.

➠ [Part 3]

[themculibrary]

Hiding Injury/Sickness Masterlist

All Hands On Deck (ao3) - inkinmyheartandonthepage G, 1k

Summary: Tony cursed, cutting FRIDAY off. He had forgotten. How could he have forgotten that Peter had been injured yesterday. He should have benched his kid as soon as he saw him. Peter never should have been fighting.

Or

Peter is injured and the Avengers forget as they are called out for another mission not even 24 hours after the first.

Anywhere but Here (ao3) - occasionalspiderfiction (SemiRetiredAuthor), sickficlurker (SemiRetiredAuthor) T, 2k

Summary: Peter gets hurt in a mission and can't bring himself to duck out of the debriefing afterward.

A Prank Too Far (ao3) - courtinator M, 156k

Summary: A team member's pranking goes too far, causing one member's mental health to take a blow he may not be able to come back from.

Can't start a fire without a spark (ao3) - gottalovev steve/tony E, 36k

Summary: The Avengers might be reunited, but they are holding together with a Band-Aid and a severe case of Tony pretending nothing happened. The superficial truce is shattered the day Steve takes control of Tony's suit and forces him to go to medical in a tense situation. When Tony is ordered to take a vacation, Steve volunteers to go with him.

I kinda sorta got stabbed. (ao3) - peter_parkr T, 3k

Summary: This left Peter alone in a dark alley of Queens past midnight on a school night with a severe stab wound bleeding freely into his cupped hand. He stumbled backward and landed on his ass, leaning against a dumpster.

"Fucking idiot" Peter mumbled. Guy could’ve walked away with spider-man’s identity but instead he got $12 and an empty Dunkin’ Donuts gift card.

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Or: Peter gets stabbed in a fight and refuses to call Tony but ends up bleeding on his doorstep anyways.

it's hard to be here when I feel like an open wound (ao3) - canon irondad (tomlinsoul) T, 3k

Summary: When Peter falls down the stairs one morning he decides not to tell anyone, his insecurities about not being enough winning out. Too bad insecurities don't matter when they end up trekking through miles of barren land on a takedown mission, and his injuries finally become too much.

Tony knows exactly what to say.

Last Man Standing (ao3) - MusicalLuna T, 1k

Summary: Steve gets hit a little harder than he initially thought, but he's going to handle it on his own because that's what his team needs from him. Right?

Let the wind take me (ao3) - Marnky steve/tony T, 48k

Summary: “Once the heart gets too heavy with pain, people don’t cry. They just turn silent. Completely silent.”

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Peter struggles as he tries to understand his place in the world. He turns to some unhealthy coping mechanisms, hoping to get some closure but all he finds are worried glances from his parents and neverending guilt.

or

Snippets of Peter's life battling mental illness and trying to learn how to accept the unconditional love from the people who care about him the most.

Self preservation is for boomers (ao3) - Robin_Kid G, 11k

Summary: Peter being Peter sees broken ribs as a slight inconvenience but when Tony finds out, he's under close watch whilst he recovers. A villain he put away is seen prowling the streets once more and Sam is the only other person who knows. Of course, Peter is Peter. Will Sam tell the others? Will he get there in time to stop Peter getting over his head?

sick day (ao3) - aloneintherain T, 2k

Summary: Mr. Stark places the back of his hand against Peter’s forehead, realises again he’s wearing gauntlets and Peter is wearing a mask, and retracts it. “Friday, does he have a fever?”

“Oh my god,” Falcon says. “What kind of hellscape did knock-off Harry Potter throw us into? Are you parenting him right now?”

Sleep Over Jitters (ao3) - inkinmyheartandonthepage G, 2k

Summary: In his nervousness and excitement of having his first movie night with the Avengers, Peter forgets to take his epilepsy medication.

Slipping Through The Cracks (ao3) - dentalfloss pre clint/phil T, 10k

Summary: Phil looked at Clint, lowering his weapon, devastation clear on his face for a fraction of a second. Devastation for what Clint had done or devastation for what he’d suffered, Clint wasn’t sure. He squared his shoulders regardless.

“People like to say that blood smells like iron, but it doesn’t. Blood smells like blood, and sometimes there’s no way around it and no room to regret it.”

The Damages We Keep (ao3) - dentalfloss clint/phil T, 13k

Summary: Clint wasn’t stupid, but sometimes he did stupid things. Hiding the fact that he was injured seemed to make the top of that list as far as Coulson and his team was concerned.

The Five Times Peter Denies an Illness or Injury + the One Time He Doesn't (ao3) - whumphoarder G, 6k

Summary: In which Peter is a little shit who can't admit when he's hurt or sick.

The Sick Little Archer (ao3) - AlyKat G, 1k

Summary: Clint hadn’t ever had the option in life to admit to being sick. Sickness was what happened to other people. Not Clint Barton.

this crown of thorns (upon my liar’s chair) (ao3) - canon irondad (tomlinsoul) T, 4k

Summary: Peter doesn't tell Mr Stark about the terrible pain he experiences after the ferry incident, too caught up in the guilt and shame and depression he feels as a result of Mr Stark's reaction.

Tony still finds out. Two weeks later. After Peter collapses. Apparently, it's time for a talk.

Used to the Pain (ao3) - hemingwaysgirl T, 3k

Summary: Tony usually kept to himself when he was sick, never seeking comfort from anyone. He powered through in true Stark fashion, hiding the paleness and dark shadows with foundation and concealer. Sunglasses and fake smiles completed the look and no one ever suspected a thing. Well, no one except Pepper and a certain annoying spider kid.

We are the reckless (we are the wild youth) (ao3) - occasionalspiderfiction (SemiRetiredAuthor), sickficlurker (SemiRetiredAuthor) T, 7k

Summary: Peter is sometimes just your average teenager who makes bad decisions such as, say, overestimating his tolerance for caffeine.

[lady-of-ocs]

hi !! i read your posts of rewatching the haikyuu movie and OUGHH i get it !!!!!! those cats have such a special place in my heart and haikyuu literally carved its place in my soul and the dumpster battle reignited my love for the show after 5 long long years !!!! i really enjoyed your thoughts and screenshots in the movie (its making me want to watch it again) (also ps i would love to hear about ocs and everything if ever !!!! you seem very fun to talk to !!!)

I should be going to bed but I always check tumblr before I sleep (my first mistake, really) and OH MY GOD YOU’RE SO SWEEEEET!!!

I’m so glad you appreciated hearing (well, seeing) my thoughts about the movie and Haikyuu in general! It’s literally consumed my brain and I just love it so much. Karasuno is my favorite, of course, but Nekoma truly does hold a special place in my heart. I love those kitties so much! Need to draw (actually I need to study but no, shut up brain)

I’ve been waiting to post about my ocs for so long! I really want to start making drawings of them and posting about them because I’ve been writing HELLA DETAILED stuff for them. Would you prefer I post some drawings first and talk on those, or just text posts (or a mix of both)? I always get excited when people want to hear about my ocs, so thank you!!

And now I’m going to bed because I have a screenwriting lecture in the morning

[kurooscopy]

thank u for the tag rosie posie, this was cute !! :3

last song: rhiannon - fleetwood mac

fav colour: green or maroon or deep chocolate brown

last book: agatha christie's Death Comes As the End

last movie: oh god um. honestly probably the dumpster battle but that's bc i haven't been watching a lot of movies lately </3

last tv show: one piece 😎

favourite flavour: coffee (tiramisu ily)

craving: matcha affogato with banoffee gelato (omg rhyme) from this one cafe in my city and i think about it all the time </3 give me it now

tea or coffee: hhhhhhh they're both good for different things!!! idk i've been finally warming up to black coffee lately but i love my expansive tea collection too

currently working on: chipping away at one piece, writing an ecology report, and a little tetsu wip <3

last thing i googled: habronattus (cw for spiders if you're gonna google it lolol)

looking forward to: i'm seeing cigarettes after sex in concert on wednesday + the footy season starts again this week :333

current obsessions: mediaeval!kuroada au, collecting stickers to decorate my laptop, and a one miss nico robin <33333

tagging !! (no pressure) - @txmxkis @djarinova @cheriecoke @tetsuskei @sakanoshitaa ᰔ some of u i alr know well but i'm curious what ur up to hehe

People I'd Like To Get To Know Better!

@mithrava baby thank you for the tag! ♥

Last Song: Don't Sweat The Technique by Rakim

Favorite Color: blood red 🩸

Last Book: The Wasp Factory by Iain Banks

Last Movie: Gladiator II :v

Last TV Show: The X-Files

Favorite Flavor: spicy!

Craving: always Marmite everything

Tea or Coffee: coffee

Currently Working On: about one thousand WIPs

Last Thing I Googled: how to spell Iain Banks properly

Looking Forward To: rock climbing in nature

Current Obsession(s): Dana Scully, Ethel Cain, The Far Roofs by Jenna Moran, and this guy Viktor

Tags go to @rennethen, @lavshaze and @a-babe-without-a-name, feel free to do nothing about it!

[temunitu]

Heya! For the tmnt ask game, idk if someone asked already, but 11?

Hiya!

11. What is one head canon you believe so strongly, you sometimes forget it's technically not canon?

oh boy oh boy i should not be this excited to share my ideas lol (there's,,, a Lot so buckle up):

(any iteration) Leo collects scented candles but rarely uses them.

(2003) Klunk is a girl (and one day she comes home pregnant so the guys have to deal with that) i should really just write a fic

(ALL) Mikey likes to cook but doesn't enjoy baking as much (cooking you can tweak the recipe; baking involves proper measurements, chemistry, and feels more restrictive to him)

(2003) Donnie can program at a basic level but it's April who is the programming expert. kinda feel like this one is definitely not canon but i digress

(any) Also I just feel like Don would watch medical dramas but doesn't know a lot about actual medical stuff. In Rise he actively avoids learning about biology/medicine.

(2003) Raph is just as into the superheroes around NYC as Mikey is but he started the teasing thing and now Don and Leo are in on it and "oh god i can't let them know i find it cool too." He lowkey enjoyed playing hero in Super Power Struggle - more than just cuz he didn't think Mikey could handle it. It got old after a while and he quit because it was kinda demanding.

(2003) Leo and Usagi keep exchanging swords at Christmas. Leo breaks his often but Usagi doesn't, so after a while Usagi just starts giving the swords back to Leo instead of letting them sit on his wall collecting dust. Leo doesn't notice.

(Rise) Raph goes through the dumpsters and finds old toys and fixes them up and donates them (someone else came up with this idea but i like it so much i've adopted it)

(Rise) Splinter still has access to his bank account from his Lou Jitsu days and that's where all their money comes from.

(Rise) Mikey eventually gets a job at Run Of The Mill Pizza. Leo might too but after the toaster incident™, Hueso limits his hours and puts him on the wait staff.

Despite being confirmed as canon in 2012 (and the Michael Bay movies?), i still love ADHD Mikey if done right. I think it definitely works for other iterations.

(Rise) Leatherhead used to fight in the Battle Nexus before escaping. He's this huge imposing morally gray mutant living in the sewers. And his bestie is Mikey :) (i never get old of Sunshine Boy adopting and rehabilitating villains and antiheroes)

I might reblog with more if they come to me

[delusion-of-negation]

Just so you know, "Angel Has Fallen" is a dumpster fire of an action movie. It's on par with "Battle Los Angels"

And I love it.

oh my god there's a third one!? fuck yeah, okay okay I'm gonna watch London Has Fallen first though. I'm just so baffled. my whole life I've only ever heard this film talked about with reverence, but it's literally just patriotism and secret service propaganda masquerading as a movie, and they didn't even have the respecc to make it a decent movie.